• Mom: ' well you need to call them and ask.'
• Me: I dont think you understand how much i cannot do that.

last day of school

• other people: OMG im gonna miss all of you so much :')
• me: adios bitchachos

How do i know what my future holds? how can i go back and see what would happen ? Why do i keep wishing so hard ? What if? Someone cared? What if my heart could Stop Cold stop feeling stop hurting stop loving stop crying. why is there so much pain hidden behind my laughs smiles and eyes. why do i love so deep without knowing  
why does my heart skip a beat. Will i ever Know ?